nothing much to say here

There were many things in my mind that I wanted to put down on paper today. I have tried it earlier as well, and I have failed everytime. I can only write prose and poetry when it is for my own consumption, when I write it for that someone special .
I can write like this (1,2,3,4 ) only for “her”. I have found that all my attempts to write for this blog have failed…I guess it is the lack of emotion. I write my poems with lot and I meant it Lots of emotion which cannot be duplicated… I just cannot manufacture stuff for this blog.

“You could not hear the screaming of my silent eyes
You did not see that behind my eager smile
I was crying all the while….”